Waking up in the morning in a hotel was always the same; room service whenever needed, cheap bars of soap that make your skin feel scale like, shampoo in a tiny bottle that’s never enough for your hair, and living out of suitcases each and every day some where new in the world. If it’s not a beautiful ocean view it’s skyscrapers glowing against the sun.
This was the life of my best friend, Jonathan Good, which most people would know as Dean Ambrose, though it was easier for me to call him by his real name. Jon was a wwe superstar but to me he was more than that; I’ve been in love with him for years yet I never had the courage or strength to confess my heart out to him. Our friendship meant the world to me, considering I gave up my career to be on the road with him.
A part of me believes that he knows how I feel and deep down feels the same, but that could just be my dreams talking. He was everything to me and supporting him in his career, especially after the horrific childhood he had, means more to me than working some desk job for a useless company. Jon was my career now, no, Jon was my life.
"Good morning Harmony" Just the sound of Jon saying my name sent chills up and down my spine. He walks out of the bathroom in just boxers and my mind races with a million different thoughts; mostly ones you could probably already imagine.
I sit up from the bed smiling at him and rubbed my eyes. “Good morning Jon.”
He sits down next to me, putting his hand on my leg. I feel my heart race inside my chest but I breathe slowly to calm it down as much as I could.
"You look like you could use some coffee and breakfast. How about we go get something before we head down to the arena?"
I nodded. “Sounds good, but first I need a shower”
He smiled in agreement as I headed into the bathroom. I turned my music on from my iPhone as I stepped into the shower. The water flowed down my neck as I closed my eyes. I remember the day I feel in love with Jon like it was yesterday. We were sitting in my crappy one bedroom apartment, before I graduated college, and Jon came over as usual to keep me company and to get away from all his problems. We both confided in each other because we only had each other. Our friends were too busy partying and getting messed up to care about the little things in life. Jon though, he was different, as was I. We both grew up with drug addict parents, ones that never really noticed us and if they did, it wasn’t for the right reasons. We were sitting on my couch, I was trying to study, and Jon was playing video games. For a sudden moment he stopped and turned to me, trying to take my book.
"Harmony, you studied enough. Play with me." I laughed, he sounded like little kid. "I can’t, I have finals" I told him, but he kept trying to take my book which ended in him tickling me to death, forcing me to drop my book. Jon was on top of me and for a second the world stopped.
We just stared into each other’s eyes and it felt like we were feeling the same thing. I put my hand up against his chest and his heart was beating tremendously. I smiled, as did he. He leaned in as if to kiss me but I turned away. He accepted and got off me. I sat there with my thoughts and looked at him. Any guy would be trying to get more, but Jon, he was different. I felt my heart skip for the first time and I knew in that moment I was falling, falling hard.
"You alive in there??" Jon screamed. "Yes!! Be out in a second!"
I turned the water off, shaking away the thoughts in my head. I needed to focus. I grabbed my little black dress from the door. Sliding it on. I took my hair out of the clip as it flowed down my back. I touched it up with my curler, putting my make up on as soon as I could. As I finished I looked at myself in the mirror and I could hear my mind talking to me. “You need to tell him how you feel before it tears you up inside” I thought about it for a second but instantly shook it off, walking out of the bathroom. Jon was standing in front of me as he looked me up and down. His eyes widened, touching his mouth with his hand.
"You look beautiful" he said. "Thank you" my heart was screaming inside.
We headed out, walking down to the restaurant in the hotel. All I could think about was telling him how I felt, but I knew that too many things could go wrong. We took our seats and I noticed Jon staring at me.
"What?" I asked. "You just look beautiful, I can’t stop looking at you" he said. I couldn’t say a word, for the first time I was silent. I just sat there smiling and admiring his presence.
I watched Jon look down at his phone as he lipped the words “I’m sorry” and walked off to answer it. My mind was screaming, TELL HIM, but I kept trying to push the thoughts away. I knew this wasn’t the right time and I was right.
"I’m so sorry Harmony but I have to go to the arena now, I guess plans changed or something. Meet me there later?" He asked. I nodded as he hugged me goodbye. I decided to stay at the bar for a while, taking a drink after drink. I needed to clear my head and relax, too much was clogging up my thoughts. Before I realized it, I was tipsy. I looked down at my phone noticing I needed to head out.
*30 mins later*
I arrived in the arena, stumbling a little as the driver helped me out. Walking down the hallway, I watched Natalya with her husband in admiration. They were everything I wanted Jon and I to be. In that moment it hit me, it was now or never. I headed down to the locker room, bursting the door open. The guys stared at me, yelling that I shouldn’t be in there, and then Jon turned around seeing me. “Harmony, what are you doing?” Without saying a word or even a slight hesitation, I ran into his arms, slamming my lips against his. I could feel the softness of his lips onto mine, he was so gentle. I slid my tongue into his mouth but he pulled me away.
"Harmony…" Placing my finger over his mouth, I began to speak and for once from my heart.
"Jon, I have been wanting to do that for the longest time and have been keeping so much inside but I can’t anymore. You’re my best friend and I’m so in love with you. You mean so much to me that I was scared to say anything and ruin our friendship but I can’t hold it in anymore. I love you Jonathan Good." I watched his body language and I felt the terror in my body. All those horrible thoughts and negativity hit me, but I stood there and waited.
Jon touched my face lightly as he smiled, putting me at ease. “Finally!!!” The only word to come out of his mouth but lord was it beautiful. He placed his lips back onto mine, smiling in the kiss. “I love you too” he whispered.
All those months and days I wasted not telling him was worth it just for this one moment. I finally had everything I dreamed of, Jon.
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